I love myself
So much that I will shove my hand down my throat,
Trying to undo this binge.
I will hate what I am doing,
But I can't stop.
I will throw myself down a flight of stairs
So you can see my pain.
It's ugly, like me.
I will sell myself to you;
Your emotional whore.
You will take me, then leave me broken.
I will cry when you scream at me
And call me names
As cruel and ugly
As the bruise on my face;
As the black hole
Where your heart once lived.
I will justify your malice
And place blame on myself.
And you will say,
Like you always do,
That you love me.















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wow...so strong
Great job...
*knows all to well*
*speechless*
great job
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I have no more cute things to say, this is just me stripped
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~Kayla aka Zi
When life gives you lemons! You take those lemons and clone them, making SUPER LEMONS!!!!
and again.. i can truly understand and connect to it (if it matters). however, i do know that i have done that to you.. and for that - i truly am sorry. and i will always be. honestly. i swear that upon Shauna and i. the next time i even get close to doing any of that again, just smack me. serously.
i love you.
infinitely.
endlessly.
eternally.
-jer
.i would ask [link] you think i'm worth it.but i fear that.i fear that you would realize.realize that i'm not.and would flee.abandon [link] so many [link] will be different.for you are my universe.without you.all will collapse.and life will cease.
[SJR is Forever]
anyways.. so here it is again.. wee..
as always.. you've made a composition that leaves one breathless as it's magnificense grasps one's heart (as opposed to "touches their heart").
and again.. i can truly understand and connect to it (if it matters). however, i do know that i have done that to you.. and for that - i truly am sorry. and i will always be. honestly. i swear that upon Shauna and i. the next time i even get close to doing any of that again, just smack me. serously.
i love you.
infinitely.
endlessly.
eternally.
-jer
.i would ask you: do you think i'm worth it.but i fear that.i fear that you would realize.realize that i'm not.and would flee.abandon me, as so many have.however, it will be different.for you are my universe.without you.all will collapse.and life will cease.
[SJR is Forever]
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Meuh, j'ai dit !
and....puncutation?...... we don't need no stinkin' puncutation!
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But I can't stop.
You write so wonderful dear, it breaks my heart. Tears are streaming down my cheeks, but I can't stop crying, because I can't stp reading your poem. It is ever so beautiful. Like you.
I'd comment more, but I'm severy depressed. So I'll settle on saying I love your writing.
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It doesn't get more serious than a Rhinocerus about to charge your ass!
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Mmm...brains...
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A man can draw horselaughs from the Gods without getting even a suppressed smile from other humans.
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Stare too long into the mouth of a gift horse and the mouth tends to look back
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