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I love myself
So much that I will shove my hand down my throat,
Trying to undo this binge.

I will hate what I am doing,
But I can't stop.

I will throw myself down a flight of stairs
So you can see my pain.
It's ugly, like me.

I will sell myself to you;
Your emotional whore.
You will take me, then leave me broken.

I will cry when you scream at me
And call me names
As cruel and ugly
As the bruise on my face;
As the black hole
Where your heart once lived.

I will justify your malice
And place blame on myself.
And you will say,
Like you always do,
That you love me.
©2003-2009 ~yomalyn
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basically, this is about abusing yourself just as much as other people abuse you...and still, both claim to love you...

there's more to it than that, but i don't want to ruin all the fun

i actually used punctuation and capital letters in this....i know....i'm as shocked as you are

*sigh* my head hurts

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God

wow...so strong

Great job...

*knows all to well*

*speechless*

Lonely
great job

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I have no more cute things to say, this is just me stripped
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wow... Robyn... once again.. I have to favourite this... this is just....wow... I cant even describe.

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~Kayla aka Zi

When life gives you lemons! You take those lemons and clone them, making SUPER LEMONS!!!! :bug: :comic:
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as always.. you've made a composition that leaves one breathless as it's magnificense grasps one's heart (as opposed to "touches their heart").

and again.. i can truly understand and connect to it (if it matters). however, i do know that i have done that to you.. and for that - i truly am sorry. and i will always be. honestly. i swear that upon Shauna and i. the next time i even get close to doing any of that again, just smack me. serously.


i love you.
infinitely.
endlessly.
eternally.

-jer

.i would ask [link] you think i'm worth it.but i fear that.i fear that you would realize.realize that i'm not.and would flee.abandon [link] so many [link] will be different.for you are my universe.without you.all will collapse.and life will cease.

[SJR is Forever]
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friggin DA.. damnit.. it converted plain text in that conclusional blurb into html links. why not just allow the users to use html coding and such to do that themselves? christ.

anyways.. so here it is again.. wee..

as always.. you've made a composition that leaves one breathless as it's magnificense grasps one's heart (as opposed to "touches their heart").

and again.. i can truly understand and connect to it (if it matters). however, i do know that i have done that to you.. and for that - i truly am sorry. and i will always be. honestly. i swear that upon Shauna and i. the next time i even get close to doing any of that again, just smack me. serously.


i love you.
infinitely.
endlessly.
eternally.

-jer

.i would ask you: do you think i'm worth it.but i fear that.i fear that you would realize.realize that i'm not.and would flee.abandon me, as so many have.however, it will be different.for you are my universe.without you.all will collapse.and life will cease.

[SJR is Forever]
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*silence* WOW! This is immensely powerful! I don't know what to say... my stunned silence should be a sign of how this really 'grabs you by the shoulders'!!

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:invisible: missing :invisible:
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Beautifull written and so true in same time ... :D (Big Grin)

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Meuh, j'ai dit !
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this touched my heart so much for many different reasons. but mainly because such emotion comes from the heart and i know your heart is good and pure and absolutely beautiful.

Hug


and....puncutation?...... we don't need no stinkin' puncutation!


:) (Smile)

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I will hate what I am doing,
But I can't stop.


You write so wonderful dear, it breaks my heart. Tears are streaming down my cheeks, but I can't stop crying, because I can't stp reading your poem. It is ever so beautiful. Like you.

I'd comment more, but I'm severy depressed. So I'll settle on saying I love your writing.

Hug

Heart

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It doesn't get more serious than a Rhinocerus about to charge your ass!
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Mmm...brains...
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Strong piece of work... conveys a facet of human behavior and motivation that doesn't get much attention. Thanks for sharing it

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A man can draw horselaughs from the Gods without getting even a suppressed smile from other humans.
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Stare too long into the mouth of a gift horse and the mouth tends to look back
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